In December, I was diagnosed with postpartum depression and anxiety. It was a relief. For the past five months I had crammed my head into a hole and alternately yelled at and ignored God. Now, months of seeking and really asking questions about my faith, combined with the gentle movement of the Holy Spirit in my heart, bring me to where I am thankful. The Lord gave me postpartum depression and anxiety to show me my need for him and to draw me closer to him. Seeing my anxiety this way pushes me closer to God instead of leaning away from Him.
I would like to help others with postpartum depression and anxiety. I know it's hard. I've been there. But if you are in the midst of the struggle, know that there is hope.
"And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you." - 1 Peter 5:10
He WILL restore you. Things will get better. He will confirm what you believe. He will strengthen your faith. And oh, glorious thought! He will establish you in a place where you can shout his name from the rooftops of your toddler-filled world. You will bring joy to others through this struggle. That is my prayer for you, and I know it will come true because God Himself has promised to do it.
